what to do?
3/11/07
Bumped into ex at Vivocity. He is married now. His wife is an ugly bitch!
6/11/07
Ex asked me out for dinner. He complained about his wife. I think he regretted making the wrong choice. LOL. He has not changed after all these years. Neither have I. He showed me his wife's photo. Yeah! Confirmed an ugly bitch!
15/11/07
He asked me out again.
21/11/07
and again!
23/11/07
and again!
24/11/07
and again! He walked the esplanade with me to the place where we first kissed. I nearly cried. Why do you want to do this to me? Why?
26/11/07
God Help Me! Please! I think I am falling for him all over again. He too! His wife is an ugly bitch! Really! Ugly like sh*t!
2/12/07
I did wrong today. Very very wrong. But is he more wrong or am I? He is married. I am single! Why can't his wife just go away? I am better than her - in looks, in education, in bed!
7/12/07
Why are you punishing me, God? Why make me meet him again? Why? Life is meaningless. I have sinned. AGAIN! 2nd time in 1 week! I pray his wife will never find out. I don't feel good about what happened. Not at all! But, I knew him first, you bitch! Way way before you! HE WAS MINE! Sigh!
Bumped into ex at Vivocity. He is married now. His wife is an ugly bitch!
6/11/07
Ex asked me out for dinner. He complained about his wife. I think he regretted making the wrong choice. LOL. He has not changed after all these years. Neither have I. He showed me his wife's photo. Yeah! Confirmed an ugly bitch!
15/11/07
He asked me out again.
21/11/07
and again!
23/11/07
and again!
24/11/07
and again! He walked the esplanade with me to the place where we first kissed. I nearly cried. Why do you want to do this to me? Why?
26/11/07
God Help Me! Please! I think I am falling for him all over again. He too! His wife is an ugly bitch! Really! Ugly like sh*t!
2/12/07
I did wrong today. Very very wrong. But is he more wrong or am I? He is married. I am single! Why can't his wife just go away? I am better than her - in looks, in education, in bed!
7/12/07
Why are you punishing me, God? Why make me meet him again? Why? Life is meaningless. I have sinned. AGAIN! 2nd time in 1 week! I pray his wife will never find out. I don't feel good about what happened. Not at all! But, I knew him first, you bitch! Way way before you! HE WAS MINE! Sigh!
posted by anon gal @ 11:29 PM
5 Comments:
At Sunday, December 09, 2007,
dandan...™ said…
I could only says Love has no right or wrong, including sex. It is your way of loving him, for him, I'm not sure den.
Perhaps just enjoy the moment with him and let your mind tell u what u shld do next..
Jiayou!!~
Xingfu will be urs!
At Monday, December 10, 2007,
noeyesee said…
dandan
i m disappointed wif u how can u say that?
anon gal
leave the husbands alone la!!!! what's wrong wif u n who u calling bitch? u r more a bitch than her
fuck that ex of yours too if he wants to be wif u fine get divorce 1st
At Tuesday, December 11, 2007,
anon gal said…
Noeye, it's not that I do not want to leave him alone. It's he who is not leaving me alone! Why doesn't he leave me alone?? Everyday sms me, God knows for what? Hey, I have feelings too, k? Sometimes, I do succumb to temptation. Besides, how was I to know that a few innocent get-togethers would end up like that. You think I enjoyed getting raped? Have some sympathy, will you? Everybody can preach morality. But when it comes to actual action, hey, I am only human! Are you not? The mind is willing, but the flesh is weak! Yeah, his wife is a bitch! Freaking Ugly bitch, if you want it more precise! Gosh, you should have heard how she control her husband. I wonder how my ex can endure her for the past 2 years. Bitchy, that woman.
I am not sure if he would divorce her. Or even if *I* want him to do that. Only time can tell. But right now, I am inclined to agree with DanDan. I think I will cherish whatever moments with him, and as you (Dandan) said, let my heart and mind tell me what to do next. Thanks for your encouragement, girl! Yeah, all should be fair in love and war. No right or wrong! He may be married, but if only you, noeye, knows how happy he was with me than with that bitch! Sigh. I think this kind of things, only a gal can understand another gal. Dan, Thanks!
At Tuesday, December 11, 2007,
noeyesee said…
tsk tsk tsk
wa boh wei kong
At Tuesday, December 18, 2007,
(T) (H) (B) said…
If he is not divorced when he is with you, most prob he probably never will..
Think with you mind, feel your heart. Was it the sex or was it him? He's taken, but there will be another better guy.. *hugs*
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